Ako ay Apple!

Akala ko lahat ng perstaym tapos na. Well. Andito nanaman ako sa blog ko palabas lang ng Kilig. Hahahaha. Isa lang pero ititigil ko din to :p Ito naaaaaaaa... Magbloblog na ako ng tungkol sa.. Hmm.. Sabihin na natin na tungkol sa Love. Love na nga ba? Hindi pa naman siguro to ganun pero.. Basta nasa category ng ganun.

Nakakainis lang na nakakatuwa. Ay ewan. Parang baliw langs. Well kasiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..nemen eh. nakakahiya. Ayoko na! Huehehehehe..

Ito na talaga. Kasiii.. Hmm..Kakaiba lang talaga. Kahit ako nagulat ako sa sarili ko kahit nga mga kaibigan ko eh. Sabi pa nga nila 

"Boy! Perstaym kitang makita ng ganyan.Pramise. Sa tinagal tagal kitang kasama kahit sa unang boyfriend mo di kita nakitang nagkaganyan."

Anong sinasabi ko? Weelll... Kasi lang naman perstaym ko talagang mamula ng sobra. Can't explain. Love at first sight? Ehhh... hindi naman ako naniniwala sa ganun. Pero ewan ko. Nakakainis! Kasi naman ganito yun. Nagkukuwentuhan lang naman kasi kaming lahat ng may nabangit na pangalan yung anez kong kaibigan. Tapos parang ako "Haluh? Siya pala yun? Matagal ko na yun nakikita eh."

Sagot naman siya ng oo. Tapos nagkaayaan. Inaya ako pumunta kung saan. (BTW SA LOOB LANG TO NG CAMPUS)Sama naman ako. Lakad. Lakad. Tapos actually ayoko pa ngang sumama kasi makikita ko yun. Si Anez. Ayoko lang kasi di ko alam kung bakit pero nahihiya ako.Di man kami magkakilala pero nahihiya talaga ako.Andun na malapit na sa pupuntahan namin. Tapos biglang may nagsilabasan dun sa isang room. Mga kaklase din namin yun. 

Hinintay namin silang lahat na makalabas. Paglabas nila dahil ako ang nauuna. Nakita ko siya. Para akong naestatwa! As in STATUE OF LIBERTY ANG PEG. Bakit? Nakita ko kasi siya na tumatawa tapos nakangiti na nakikipagkuwentuhan sa iba. Hindi ko alam kung anong nangyare sa akin pero bigla akong namula at tumakbo. Hinabol pa ako ng kaibigan ko. Takbo ako tapos diretso ng Journ room. Napulang. Pulaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Nakakainis. Perstaym ko talaga. Pramise. Hindi ko akalain na magkakaganun pa ako kasi syempre sa tanang buhay ko na nagkacrush na rin naman ako ng mga di ko kaclose eh. Kapag nakaharap ko naman eh hindi ako tumatakbo tsaka di ako nagpapahalata pero iba talaga eh. Perstaym talaga to na tumakbo ako. Sana nga di napansin eh.With matching mula mula pa ng mukha. Like an apple lang. Nakakainis! Ayoko ng ganito.

Tapos pagkatapos nun pulang pula talaga ako na hindi ako makapagsalita. Hindi ko talaga alam ang nangyari biglaan. Yung kaibigan ko naman tawa lang ng tawa. Punyemas nangaasar pa. May nalalaman pang ako ang magiging cupid niyo. May nakisama pang isa. Sabi ko sa kanila "Subukan niyo lang akong sabihin dun malalagot kayo sa akin. Ayoko naman kasi eh!"

Sila naman umoo lang pero feeling ko may mga maitim na binabalak. Nakoooo.. Lang talaga ah. Ayoko talaga. Para akong tanga. Kasi naman eh. 

Bakit ayoko? Ayoko lang. Kasi basta may kung ano talaga na ayaw ko lang. Hindi ko alam pero ayaw ko lang. Tapos may part naman na kinikilig kilig. Actually habang sinusulat ko to. Nakangiti ako eh. Heheheheheh.. Di ko alam pero napapangiti na lang talaga ako bigla. KABAKLAAN KO NANAMAN EH! Naaalala ko kasi mukha niya. Ayan ngumingiti nanaman ako. Ayoko na nga! Heheheeheheheh.. Pero promise first time ko lang talagang magkaganito sa tanang buhay ko. I never thought na capable pala ako sa ganung emotion. Kasi mostly naman kaya kong itago. Kaya ko pang icompose yung composure ko. Pero iba talaga eh. Pagdating sa kaniya parang biglang..BOGSH. Bagsak lahat parang hindi ko kayang maging normal lang.

Para talagang apple. Yung mukha ko sa sobrang pula. Yun lang muna sa ngayon kasi kakaiba talaga eh.

With just one click on the mouse : Digital Waste and Virus Control as it affects Social Media

With just one click on the mouse:

Digital Waste and Virus Control as it affect Social Media

Nowadays societies undergo through different changes. Changes in the environment, In the economy and most likely in one self. As we go through these changes we can notice that technology is taking a big part in achieving every country’s goal which is coping up with modernization. No country wants to be left out by the other. So every country continues to develop such things that might help them to deal with modernization. As we all know we are living in a generation that everything is made possible through the help of technology. I would not be very surprised if ever cars would be flying in the sky in the near future or if humans can walk above the sea. That’s how technology works.

As a Senior High School student I have learned many things already about technology. Well I can admit that technology is a big help for everyone especially for students like me. For without technology I can never enter the world of cyber space. Without it I can never know what Facebook, Flickr or Apps is. In short life would be very dull. As what I observed in the days of my existence many teenagers like me are being attached or being addicted to the World Wide Web. Creating accounts, Sharing, Viewing or storing some data’s carelessly without realizing the impact it would have.

In the past few years’ people used to save files or data in variant devices like Floppy Disk, CD’s or Flash drives but as year’s passes by social media sites begin to rise and conquer the web with its state of the art features like chatting, writing blogs and most likely saving data with just one click of the mouse. As many social media sites like Twitter, Tumblr, 9gag and etc. became viral distinct terms like Status, Newsfeed, Tweet as well as upload and download and Privacy Settings started to arise .

With just one tap in the keyboard and click on the mouse everyone can instantly save their files online. The good thing about saving files or data online is that it can be easily access and shared anytime the uploader wants to.

As a web savvy teenager. Like any other I am also fond of uploading and downloading files from different media sites and mostly or should I say most of the time I encounter words such as Privacy Settings. Privacy Settings by its definition is the term that most of the sites used to secure the users profile and private information. But most likely everyone ignores it and check the box automatically without reading and being aware of its content. They didn’t notice that once they checked those boxes and agreed to the terms that the site was saying their files will be automatically shared to the site and the site will not be accountable for some data loss. And once the site is hacked, the data would be made available to the hacker. It was like signing a contract without knowing its content might cause your death.

As what I am saying saving files online is just too risky. Another negative effect of saving data online is what they so called Digital Waste. A person is fond of updating their status on some sites. The problem is spontaneous status update remain forever on your profile and, in the end, you will even forget about it. And it leads to some of us in a question. “Do I really want this status update to be on my profile?” Most likely the answer is no. Those status that have been posted and been forgotten is what you so called Digital Wastes. For further understanding it is a digital dumping ground that lies inside most computers, a wasteland where old, rarely used and unneeded files pile up. Such data can deplete storage space, bog down the system’s efficiency and saps its energy. Digital Waste is becoming a major problem for Social Media users.

But for every problem comes its solution. A possible solution to that problem is a tool that erases data when it reaches its expiry date. Many people could link erasing data with Viruses. But the appellation “Virus” has always had a negative connotation because the harm that they do to your data. I actually after hearing the solution for this problem became very uncertain of it for I have already encounter harmful computer virus that cause my files to corrupt and my computer to shut down. That experience made me have a grudge over viruses only to find out that virus is actually just a computer program. It is usually associated with deleting files and that is a human controlled digital organism.

After I watched the Video of Tom Tack about Digital Waste and Virus Control which is more likely promoting a new virus that is designed for positive purposes like saving data which you alone can control and can help reduce or more likely put an end to digital wastes sounds so enticing. Who would not want to have a Virus with positive purposes? Surely every web savvy would want that. As I continue to watch the video well I was kind of surprised because the virus was so unique. To use it you need to point it to your wrist and it will directly work on your computer. I found it so cool but behind of my amusement I realize what effects might do it to the data or to our body itself. What would happen if that virus design suddenly broke out and knowing that virus is automatically human controlled.

The purpose of this Virus design is truly on the positive side. Truly it can help preventing Digital Waste and saving data but what matters is that we should not be mesmerized by its purposes. I know that its purpose is just to help but beside that we must know what the other effects of this new Virus design might give us.

La Guerre a Clore ( The war has ended)

"War should belong to the tragic past, to history:  it should find no place on humanity's agenda for the future."

 ~Pope John Paul II

4 months. 16 weeks and 122 days. Time that I spent inside a room or most likely an arena. An arena that is made for war.I can not consider it as a room for I know even though it's kinda hard to see or distinguished by ones naked eye there are flames inside our soul. Flames that we are trying to hide from each other.The Flames of war that is beginning to rise.

As days passes by we still manage to keep it up in ourselves trying to be civil to each other.Trying to hide it from our teachers but as we keep it in the depths of our heart the more it became the flames of war.

In that arena I learned to become civil and to be careful of my words and be careful not to open up myself to the enemy. Well you see when you are in a battle you can never be friend with your enemies. But still I learn to like some of them. I learn to know who they are by observing them. But observing is not a very good basis to know a person or to conclude things about someone. But because there is a flame inside of me I stopped knowing them and vow loyalty to my group.

Then the awkwardness continues..It feels like my favorite ALL TIME war in the world had been reborn. It was like I'm in a COLD WAR. A war with indirect conflict rather than a direct one.A war without honor nor victory.The war is all inside our minds. We might not fight with cannons, guns or swords but we continue to ruin oneself by thinking bad of each other. Thinking mistakes and bad mouthing each other. More likely back stabbing. Smiling at each others face but when we turn our backs bad mouthing each other.The war is most likely inflecting to the emotional aspects of each group. If you're weak. You are nothing. 

The animosity grows more deeper.. It was like everyone is just waiting for this COLD WAR to become a real one. A war where you can hit each other for a kill. A war who will determined who's the best or who's right and who's wrong. The anticipation really kills everyone. All of us are just waiting for that thing. Waiting who will the first one to attack. 

Then that day came.When someone already started the war. We all thought to keep this as a secret from our adviser but you see. There are no secrets that can be keep for a long time. The war just rages. And it became an all out war. 

Our adviser. Well my heart really melt when she cried in front of us and beg for us to stop that so called war and put out the fire of hatred that is inside of each of us.She is begging but no one wants to stand up and put an end to this war. Well there are two but the others just can't.

Well I admit that when our adviser said that she is more likely in favor of the other group in the start I was very disappointed. Really disappointed but because I already love her I throw away all the disappointments and try to understand her.

As what I am saying there are only two person who wants to end that war.After knowing that our adviser stopped begging.Then she let us do what we want she sends us home without even talking to us.


The Next day you can still feel the animosity in the air..Our adviser let us seat apart and turn to our groups. Then again she talked to us. This time not begging but hearing everybody's thought. Most likely we cried. Specially me when our group render our thoughts to them. That ever since we are juniors we are FAILURES. A big Failure that's what they called our group. Only to find out that they have the same situation. Well most likely they all call us FAILURE. WE ARE ALL FAILURES. What a great revelation....

I never thought that the other party was also called as Failures. Well I really don't know and I don't know what to say about that aspect. It was like I become tongue tied.

Then we keep on talking and talking saying what is inside our minds. Until we understand each other.

Who says that every wars ends in a tragic ending. Well whoever said that is wrong because there is once a war that ended with a happy ending. And that is our war. The SPJ VS. SHAKESPEARE WAR had ended with great happiness.Well those names are not really need to be forgotten. We grow with them they are part of us. All we need to do is to accept each other. Become friends for each other. Become brothers and sisters and accept that we are not all perfect. Most likely accept that we are all EINSTEIN. 

I feel really relieved and already at peace. Well I just can't describe the happiness that is inside me. Happiness without pretensions. Just full and 100% HAPPINESS.. Now I know what to do.I can already call our room as a room with friends and not an arena with enemies . Now step by step I'm learning to like the name Einstein.Well actually I already love it. I LOVE THE NAME AND ALSO I LOVED THE PEOPLE WHO COMPLETE THAT NAME. Not just the SPJ people but the Shakespeare people. Well let's just drop those names because together we are EINSTEIN.And as one we will continue to make memories. Memories that will linger in all of us.Memories with just pure happiness.




Like what Pope John Paul II said Wars should not hinder the future but should be left out in the past.Let us all live in the future and not in the past!


Now I can really say that the war has ended. La Guerre A Clore!



 I'm an SPJ. They are also SHAKESPEARE but together we are Einstein.We are brothers and sisters.


I LOVE MY SECTION! I LOVE EINSTEIN!

Happy Birthday to me

Yah. That's right today is my birthday and I'm already 16. Hope to start my day right. 

So I decided to write something :D Actually I just woke up early today because I can't sleep anymore and the butterflies inside my stomach are already fluttering it seems like they wanna go out because of the nervousness that I'm feeling right now.

Why am I nervous? Well it's because today is our Division PressConference Radio Broadcasting Contest. We will battle 50 schools. And we are really not sure if we will gonna win. For it is a battle for everyone. 

Right now. I'm not really thinking about myself. I have the intention for winning but not just for my self but for the entire school. I want to win because it is for the entire school and for my section. Again I want to prove those people who criticize us. I want to prove them wrong in a nice way. Also I want to win because I want to compete in the Regional Level. I want to experience it so badly. Another is that I want this thing to be dedicated to God. Without him. I won't have this talent that he had entrusted me.

I write today because writing is my way of escape and as what I am telling I'm a bit nervous. For I don't know what we will do when we got there. I just so hope that we can win this one. It would be a really great PRESENT for my birthday if we Bag the awards in the Division. We can make history if we win this one!

That's all for now. Gonna get ready for the contest <3

Ad Infinitum (Without Limit)

New Blog name. New Layout and New entries.

In short everything is new. I just again changed my Blog title and my lay-out. Well this time it's because I'm turning 17 tomorrow. So it means that another book of my life is opening up. And I'm just so excited for new happenings and challenges in store for me! Yieeeeeeeeeeeee.. Another year has been given to me to enjoy life and to do things  while I can. 

I'm older now. Yah. I think so. Mature? Maybe YES. Maybe No? 

But one thing is for sure. A child's heart is still in me. Inside this little girl who will turn 17 tomorrow. So to start my birthday....I just want to see new things and to do new things. Things that are really exciting :D I want to live my life without LIMIT. AD INFINITUM! A phrase that can describe what I want in my life. I want to try new things. Meet new people and if possible fall in love? Hmmm.. actually no. Hehehe. I just don't want to fall in love right now. Like what I said. I just want to enjoy myself more. I want to know things about myself that is unknown to me. Things that I thought I can't do but I can. Want to know more about myself. It may seem sound so Selfish. But still. I just want to be myself and to understand the real me...

Yesterday. I just wonder and discover a new thing. Well it's about entering college life. Well actually I just can't really figured out what I want.

I really dunno what to do and I'm still in confusion mode. All I know is that I want to write.. Yah. That's just what I want. I want to write and write in my entire life.And I also want to handle and make amazing videos. Perhaps filmography. I want to write and I want to make videos! That's what I want. I also want to be a broadcaster. Dunno but I want a course that revolves around journalism.It was like Journalism kinda shape me up on what I really want to do in my life. I want to be like Marcelo Santos. Really! I really want to be like him. 

He's just so talented and creative. I just want to be like him. REALLY! He is my idol! A personality that I really looked up to. Like him I want to be a great writer.A writer that can inspire anyone just like him. Aishhhhhhhhhhh.. Another relief. Now I just know what I want :D

Hehehe.. Well to start a new challenge. Tomorrow will be a very big challenge into my life. Why? Today is our Broadcasting Contest Division Pres-con and I was like really nervous right now. Imagine that I will compete with 100 schools with no guarantee of winning. A competition that is a game for everyone. Butterflies in my stomach are already fluttering. 

How I pray that we will win this one! I want to win and to compete for the regional level! I really want to :D I really do! I want to prove to those people that even though we didn't get the first place in the district we can win it this time. Division Press con will be my greatest challenge for tomorrow. A battle that I'm waiting for. 

We need to win this one not just for myself but for the pride of our section and our school! We can prove them wrong!


Tomorrow my Ad Infinitum life will start. New Challenges in store.New people to meet and new memories to treasure :D

Pesteng Siyete OVER Labing-isa.

"May mga bagay na hindi maipapaliwanag ng salita kundi luha lamang ang makakapagbigay ng kasagutan." P.S. Ngayon lang talaga ako magtatagalog kahit papaano sa Blog ko kasi masama loob ko. Yung tipong gusto kong maiyak pero parang wag na lang at walang lumalabas. Nangako na ako sa blog ko na I'm not gonna write anything na madrama kaso di ko mapigilan. So let's start :D ................................................................. Yesterday was a really great day of my life. Nakumpleto ang SPJ. Kahit sa maiksi oras at panahon ayos na ako dun na nagawa nanaman namin yung dati naming ginagawa. Hindi muna ako magpapaligoy-ligoy pa ng kung ano. Straight to the point is the right thing to write right now.Kagaya ng ng sinabi ko sama-sama kami kahapon. Jamming sa kantahan at binabalikan ang mga bakas ng nakaraan na nalimot man ng iba ay nanatili pa din sa aming mga puso. Pakelam ko ba sa iba. Kalimutan na nila kami wag lang kaming magkalimutan. Kantahan . Asaran . Kwentuhan . Batuhan. Ang saya. Nafeel ko ulit na andito pa ang SPJ at parang nakalaya nanaman kami. Puro pa nga pagplaplano ang naganap kahapon. Ang saya. Nakangiti ulit ako ng TODO kahit medyo nadissapoint ako sa grade ko. WANAKO PAKE. Kasalanan ko naman di ko pinagbutihan. Okay lang. Basta masaya kami at magkakasama ang lahat <3 There is nothing that can stop my happiness on that day. The Next day.  Masaya nanaman kami. Sabi ko nga sa mga previous BLOGS ko.The more they tear us apart the more we get closer to each other. The more we stick together and the more we stand tall. Yun ang nararamdaman ko at syempre nilang lahat. Alam ko naman. masaya kami na kami kami lang yun na nga sigaw namin eh. Kami na lang. TAYO-TAYO na lang ulit. Naprove ko pa nga na lalong naging close ang SPJ ng may mga nagkakasakit at mga naaksidente. Dahil hindi talaga nagiiwanan kahit ano ang mangyari. Gagamutin kung kaya. Ganun na kami kaclose yung tipong alam lahat ng galawan ng bawat isa. Kanina pa nga tumibok talaga yung puso ko ng sabihin ni Mrs. S na magoovernayt sa kanila kaming lahat. Ang saya nun at ang sarap <3 SOLO ko nanaman sila. Kami kami nanaman. Tapos sinabi pa nila na sila ang magplaplano ng debut ko next year. Sobrang tumaba ang puso ko. MAHAL KO KAYO TODO-TODO at umaapaw. Tapos nagkayayaan sa Syete OVER labing-isa na tindahan. Akala ko magiging masaya. Yun pala NO! Minsan talaga may mga oras na akala mo masaya ka na. Akala mo maganda ang mangyayari yun pala hindi. Lagi namang ganun sa buhay eh. Ngayon lang talaga ako namulat sa realidad ng buhay. Hindi ko akalain na may kalungkutan pa na darating sa buhay. Naalala ko bigla hindi nga pala pwedeng laging saya na lang. Kailangan may blending. Pero bakit ngayon pa? Ngayon pa na okay na ang lahat. Taeng TWIST ng buhay yan.ANG GANDA NG TIMING.  Ano ba ang sinasabi ko? Dahil sa Pesteng Siyete OVER labing-isa na tindahan iyan nagkainisan kami. Hindi nagkaintindihan at kung anu-ano pa. Actually nagtatampo lang naman talaga kami eh. Alam ko naman na hindi nila maiintindihan yun kasi iba ang mga babae sa mga lalaki pero mas namimiss ko talag yung dating sila. Na yung tipong sobrang ang lalambing. Alam ko naman na walang permanente sa mundo at kailangan ng lahat magbago para sa ikabubuti ng iba. Pero.. Ewan di ko lang matanggap na iba na. Iba na talaga. Natatawa nga ako na hindi ko maintindihan eh. Para lang ako ng tanga. NABOBOBO NA AKO. Hindi ko naman pwede ibalik ang dati kasi nga lahat kami tumatanda na at kahit ayoko ng pagbabago kailangan dahil.. Iba na yung mga mundong gagalawan namin. Siguro kanina para sa kanila mababaw yung pagkakaintindi nila. Wala naman kaming magagawa kung mababaw yung pagkakaintindi nila eh. Lagi naman eh. Lagi naman nilang sinasabi na mababaw eh. Tapos kapag di naman na sila pinansin. Sasabihin sila nanaman may kasalanan. Nakakainis lang kasi yung tono nung mga boses nila. Parang kami pa ang may kasalanan ng lahat. Although may mali din kami pero hindi naman kami ang may kasalanan ng lahat. Nakakatampo lang kasi pagdating sa iba sobrang concern sila. Pagdating sa amin naman parang wala na lang. Nakakahurt lang. Hanggang ngayon naalala ko pa yung mga tono at mga itsura nila. Nakakaiyak na lang. Hindi naman sa lahat ng oras mababaw ang lahat. Intindihin mo muna dude. Hindi mo maintindihan KOYA kasi hindi mo muna pinakinggan ang lahat. KOYA.. EWAN KO SAYO. NAKAKAINIS LANG. Parang mali pa yata kami ng napagsabihan. Tapos WALK OUT EFFECT PA at yung mga itsura nila na "Bakit pa tayo sumama dito. Wala naman yung pinunta dito" Look. NakakaBADVIBES lang ng sobra. Nakakainis kaya.... Tapos nadagdagan pa ng isa. May mawawala sa journ. Nakakaiyak yung feeling na for 3 years journ na kayo tapos may isang bibitaw. Hindi ako galit or naiinis sa kaniya kasi alam ko naman at naiintindihan ko na may sarili siyang rason na hindi ko naman dapat pakealamanan. Ang sa akin lang mamimiss namin siya. Alam ko naman na kasama pa din namin siya sa iisang room. Makakausap pa din. Pero.. Wala eh..TABLADO. Kulang pa din. Magbibirthday pa naman ako :( Tapos ganito pa ang nangyayari sa lahat. Para sa isang buong araw na buhay ko sobra-sobra namang sakit sa puso. Nakakainis na ang batang kaisipan ko ay namulat na talaga sa realidad ng totoong buhay na hindi pwedeng lagi na lang masaya. Na hindi pwedeng umiwas sa pagbabago at sa pagbabago na yun ay di maiiwasan na may mawala at makasakit. Ilang buwan na lang ang pagsasamahan naming lahat. At ganito pa ang nangyayari sa amin. Alam ko naman na kaya naming lutasin to. Kami pa. GOLDEN AGE ata kami. Pero mas masaya kung yung mga nalalabing araw eh pulos saya na lang at tawanan. Hindi ganito. Bilang na lang ang mga araw namin. Mga oras. At mga sandaling pagsasamahan. Unti na lang ang panahon. Magkakahiwahiwalay na kami. Sabay-sabay na kaming sasali sa magulong laro ng katandaan. Unti-unting mamumulat sa realidad ng buhay. Unti-unting mawawala ang kamusmusan na patuloy pa ding pinanghahawakan hanggang ngayon. Sana lang sa sabay sabay nating pagmulat sa realidad ng buhay ay hindi natin makalimutan kung saan tayo nanggaling. Kung saan tayo nagakasamasama at lumaki. Kung saan natin nahanap ang mga sarili natin. Kung saan nabuo ang lahat.. Kung saan nagkaroon ng samahan na tinawag na REPUBLICK OF SPJ.