They said accept the fact.. But I just can't

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What should I say!? I have many thoughts inside my head right now.. I'm not angry with other people.. Not with my new classmates.. Not with my section not even with our adviser.But I just can't accept the fact that they are forcing us to forget the name that we already used to. A name that is already tattooed in our hearts and in our minds.

I understand what they are talking about.. I understand their opinions about this thingy. Well I don't have the right to respond violently to their opinion and I don't even want to offend them for I want to live my last days of high school PEACEFULLY! :D

Awhile ago I was like really listening to their opinions. Well in fact I accept some and keep on understanding their sides.. Not until they said that to be united we should let go of our past sections. It was like they are telling me to forget all the memories that I am fond of.. It was like the're telling me to rip my heart and get that name out of my system..It was like preventing me to breathe with the air that I'm used too.

I just can't.. I just can't accept that the're telling us to let go about something that is important to us. Well yeah! I get it...The Friendship will never end there.. I know it.. But that name is too important for me and for my other classmates who really pour out their hearts to protect that name in the past three years. This may sound so childish or so immature but I don't even care at all! Say what they want! But this is my opinion. My pretty little opinion..

Well even though I didn't cry a lot outside The Pain was deeply piercing me inside.. The pain that until now we are the cause of such problems.. YAH! Trouble makers.. That's what they called us sometimes..But yah..No one can understand what I feel.. Even me. I can not find a word to express my feelings.. All I know is that I am in pain and not yet ready to let go the SPJ name....

I can mingle with other people.. I can talk to them and well I can also cooperate with them.. We still can have unity....Without forcing us to let go of that name.Letting go is just a hard thing to do..

The memories are already in-sync with that name.. Even though the school can easily forget that name.. Well I just can't! Because it is already inside of my left chest..The memories, the happiness, the ups and downs that I experienced with those 35 dudes.. Yah.. I will always treasure it.. I will treasure it inside my heart.


I am willing to be called Einstein.. I'm willing to have the unity that they want and what our class needed..But I just can't let go the name..That NAME.. I JUST CAN'T LET GO SPJ!

For that name stands for Memories, Friendship, Hardships, Unity, Happiness and everything that you can't find with other people..

No one can ever break the NAME... It may be removed on the school premises but it can not be removed inside my HEART!


SPJ IS FOREVER <3

I can accept the fact that Einstein is my name..
But I can't let go SPJ!


Einstein by name..
SPJ by HEART :D







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